i guess this is when it changes for me, right now. But not literally, it will come in a few months, not good but not really bad. Starting this could be a good lesson for me in life, not sure what that lesson is but im sure i'll find out. Leaving my BEST friends though would have to be the hardest thing in my life, if you dont count the maths tests i guess what im trying to say is i could never do this without you guys. The people who gave me a life is now slowly drifting away from me. i hope i'll get new friends but i know i could NEVER get ones just as AMAZING as you. I'd probably cry every night till it happens, then cry a few months when im there. I'd miss you so much, i do already. You are the craziest people ever and i cant be botherd to say some things you've done over the years because i'd be here all night. Writing this has made me thought more clearly, i dont wanna leave, i dont have to. I said yes to do something i didnt want to do. Well, Nati, it is that day i'd have to say yes to everything. Its your turn tomorrow.